Hi again! I'm feeling a little better now.
NEW STUFF:
- New section for hacking/modding links
- New assets
- New videos and playlists in my video collection (please check out Who Live In A Apple at the very least)
Tooth pain is still a reality, but I'm living with it. I had a couple of pain-free days. Thanks to the reality of groceries I've gotten back into meal prep, something I was previously only doing when I was too disabled to function.
I added the hacking links because I've been getting back into it, specifically I've been tinkering with Spyro the Dragon again. I've been enjoying it but it also makes me feel not very smart. Back in 2020 I nearly took a hard turn into computer sciences, was going to finally go to college for it and everything, before reality hit me. Now I'm just being sad again so I'll stop that and say some positive stuff.
Everyone has been being very nice and supporting me, either financially or emotionally. I genuinely don't know how to be grateful enough, except just keep doing what I'm doing. But I never know what's "enough", I don't know if I'm helping. Are the links helping? Are the assets useful? Is the video archive meaningful? I want to make the world a little easier for everyone, since everyone has been making it a little easier for me. I am trying through baby steps to be a little less reclusive.
Needleminder is going to turn half a year old soon and it has already made so many people in my life so much happier than I could have expected. I genuinely thought it would be the thing that finally alienates me from everyone else, but it's making me new friends, even.
I guess I will call this blog post: Mildly Positive Existential Crisis