Yeesh, it's been a whole month since my last blog post. This month was hard... finances just seem to go downward, and most of my energy has gone towards writinge Needleminder. Which is fine, but I miss doing other things too.

I have been dealing with grief, loss, the passage of time. When I have free time I spend most of it playing Flight Rising, which I enjoy, but I haven't played it since 2019, so it has a pre-pandemic quality to me. It reminds me of when things were easier, so I resent it a bit. Since you actually read my blog you can friend me on Flight Rising if you want, I might remove you later if I forget who you are though.

I played MyHouse.pk3, which I enjoyed. I've written all this out on Tumblr already, so I can't decide if I want to back it up here, but basically, it reminds me a lot of a project I wanted to do... back in 2020. Dammit.

I've also been playing Team Fortress 2 again, finally, at the request of my wife. It's OK. I'm not really crazy about multiplayer games where I have to play super good or everyone else suffers, so I just turn voice and text chat off and practice my bunnyhopping, which is probably a funny way of looking at it since I'm a Pyro main. I have a fun hat.

I've been in a time vortex. I have to move out in a month and I don't know if I'm going to be able to afford it. I'm painfully aware of how disabled I am. Shit's hard.