Been a while! No real reason. Other than that I spent the past month setting up the latest rendition of my Minecraft server. Modded Minecraft is a black hole.

I'm here because I'm taking a break from Tumblr, because my dashboard has been posting about some stuff that hits way too close to home for me, and I don't want to unfollow anyone because they should be posting about it but aughhh my brain is like an egg held together with scotch tape. Scotch egg.

I'm running a bit behind on launching IHATEART (website project I've been working on). I am running very behind on updating Needleminder. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and I don't really want to go to it. I have chores today and I don't want to go to them either. I think I might be procrastinating by writing this blog post, but I was also a month late on making a new blog post, so I'm technically also accomplishing something. The heck am I supposed to do here?

Mountain of tasks aside, I think things in my life are going pretty well right now. Oh, right, um, I've stopped streaming. Big change. I'm happy with it, I think it was negatively impacting my friendships. Admittedly that means I've lost an income source but I have to protect my sanity here.

I post a lot on my forums and I feel like they are going very well. My Minecraft server is doing great, better than it's ever been. I even redid the EggwareXYZ Discord server and that's been nice too. And I feel closer to my friends than ever.

I have nothing to really complain about except for the omnipresent cloud of dread that I think haunts every American nowadays. And that's good enough for me. At least my problems are relatable and not some of the weirdest shit you've ever heard of.

Anyway, I made a new contact page, because I'm feeling mentally well enough that talking to people probably won't implode me! I don't wanna even acknowledge how bad it was before.

Oh yeah, I probably won't make another post in a week, so I might as well bring up that I've had this blog for a year! That's pretty cool! Also you can definitely see how bad my social anxiety was back then. Also also rereading that is funny because I am mainly on Mastodon now.

The world is a nice place, other than literally everything about it. I've gotten so much support over the years and I'm so grateful for it. I'm excited to see where the future takes me.